L0st IN MixEd FeElings

fuk it all

2007-03-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

sigh. lost the semis on monday 1-0 to seng kang. it was our mistake that the goal went in and after the match comes all the "i'm damn pissed" talk from the coaches and teachers. sigh. really a great disappointment. we wanted the gold so much. fuked it all up.

today was the 3rd, 4th placing match. no one was in the game, no heart, no spirit, no mood, no motivation, nothing. lost it 2-0 to saints. now we are 4th. sigh. seriously, i dun really care. i wanted to gold so much but after we lost the semis, 3rd or 4th wasn't really that important. plus whether its 3rd or 4th makes no much differences. no one cares, no one gives a damn, especially the school. perhaps ri thinks that it has been winning too many golds in the past few years and getting gold is far too common that anything besides gold is rubbish to them. before our match was girls semis, st nicks vs bedok town i think. i'm not sure if bedok town had any supporters but st nicks had lots of them, probably bout 3 to 4 classes. this shows that despite them being in 3rd and 4th placing match, the school values the achievement and sees it important enough to send in supporters. then for our match. ri's supporters were the few parents and our juniors while there were at least 60 saints' supports. their school sends in encouragement to show that they care about the team, to give encouragement and such. ri where else dont give a damn. pt cant even make a loud and clear announcement about the match in the morning but he cant be blame, seeing that he is forever soft when making announcement. no teacher, no other students, nothing. u look at the saints side and then look at ri side, which team will have more to fight for? they are always talking about rafflesian these, rafflesian that, must preserve pride for the school, wat school this, raffles that, but raffles dont look like they give a damn.

but honestly, its not like we didn't try to win today. we did and i did but many times, things just dont go as u wish. sigh. fuked it all up.

anyway, 2007 b div hockey has come to an end so has the sec 4s' hockey "career" in ri. we have slogged and worked hard these 4 years. we had lots of fun, shared lots of memories. i had fun with the team and these memories will be with me till death. i'm sure many of us would still be in the same team next year except some who would change cca but nevertheless, it was many pleasure knowing all of u. watever. lol i'm making this sound like a final goodbye. haha. nvm. screw u paul, affected me with your thanks here and thanks there. now the rest of the year must mug. sigh. i'm gonna hate the rest of the year.

hi

2007-03-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

today was 1st match of the 2nd round against northland. 1st half ended with 1-0 win scored by balu. 2nd half because break no water played not as well. i scored 1 though and then northland scored back one the last 5 seconds. so final score is 2-1. WE WON!!! haha one strong opponent down. next match sji!!! jia you!! a step closer to final liao. and walao. stupid ned. before the match when doing short corner practice, that idiot chopped that ball into my face and now one of my cheeks swollen and damn pain ah. ahhhh. haha. i always somehow manage to get myself injured. today got 3 injuries i think. 1 astro burn, 1 is the defender hook my arm, quite pain still and one is the ball kiss my cheek. haha

...

2007-02-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired, so tired. i feel like sleeping and never wake up...

haha

2007-01-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

haha. haven blog for so long. not that anyone is reading... since last last week, i haven been able to train because i cannot run. ligament strain. need bout a month to recover so i missed the match last sunday against khalsa. haha we lost 3-0. i went to watch. we played real sucky haha. but nvm we can do better. sigh this sunday wont get to play SRC as well. damn sad and next week is start of b div already. really really hope i could recover by then. sigh knee pain sia... damn ligament.haha.. damn happy yesterday. i was on a article on the singapore hockey federation website... yay!! it was about the game against csc which i got injured. haha. from the article "it was ORA to snatch the lead through an early and stunning first-minute field goal through Sim Guan Chua before" wow haha stunning. real so gd... my name man!!!...but its only one tinny part only haha. but nvm la got my name very gd liao. first time leh... the article here: http://www.singaporehockey.org/c_General_News_2007_01_22_heavy_rain_forces_replay_as_umpires_abandon_game.html
haha got maths ta tmr so off i go mugging...

no!!!

2007-01-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday had a match at delta against CSC. lost to them 1-2 but we played really well. i scored the goal via reserve hit. but unfortunately a few minutes before the 1st half ended, i injured my knee so i could not play the 2nd half. damn painful and today i was limping around the school. pain sia. sigh, i would be limping around for a few days man. cannot even bend my knees now. PAIN!!! lol but who cares? sigh

yes!

2007-01-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

YES!!!! OWNAGE!!! first match of u18 11-a-side hockey tournament. we trashed sji 8-1, i hatricked!!! YES!!!

haha haven blog for very long huh. one reason. lazy. haha

back from korea

2006-12-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

yup i'm back from korea. went korea for two weeks. first week followed tour guide, second week we travel ourselves. our plane there was at 12am on sunday. ride was 6.5 hours. on the plane ride there, they screened the movie step up. very nice. haha so that day i slept for like an hour only. first day went to some theme park call ai bao le yuan. tour guide took us on a ride to go see lions, tigers and bears and also got liger (dunno how to spell) its the breed between tiger and lion. haha quite amazing. then we got bout an hour plus to play the stuff ourselves but time so short so in the end never even walk half the area. after that i forgot go where. but at night got go spa. damn shiok. got ginseng spa, it was very hot sia. second day also forgot go where liao. i think went got climb a bit of mountain and took cable car. then got shopping also i think. third day went skii. very fun sia. haha fell down so many times. damn shiok. fourth day went to another theme park ah. this one a lot more fun. it is indoor one. me and my cousin took a water roller coaster but i think downtown east escape theme park more fun and higher. then got take bumper car. took merrygoround also cos last ride liao wat so i took with my cousins and sis lo. got this idiot singing at the theme park stage there. me and my cousin were like discussing where to find eggs to throw him. next day was the end of the tour with tour group. went shopping morning then seperated from those going airport. overall the week was quite fun la but i think i might prefer going malaysia with the team. half the trip was spend on the bus lo. take so long to go from one place to another. singapore the best la. 1 hour can go bishan liao, 2 hours by mrt and travel across singapore liao lo.
Second week, we anyhow walk la. we went skiing again cos fun wat but very expensive sia. then got go to this aquarium not i think singapore's underwater world nicer. got go to the beach, then got go some park where got a lot of nude sculpture and we were like take pictures. lol some quite funny la. laughing liao siao. then got go shopping a lot sia. damn sianz. my sister and mother buying clothes, i was like just following behind lo. damn boring. i only bought a jacket. it's damn nice. got this monkey in front that is very cute. my sis i think bought at least 6 times more clothes than me ah. then we got go to this teddy bear farm. i thought will have gong the bears lo. walao dun have but the bears there also very cute la. very nice. 2 weeks up and then take plane back lo. also 6.5 hours flight. this time they screened the movie flicka also damn nice. hehe i named my neopets pet flicka just now. haha new account. suddenly feel like playing after seeing my cousin's cousin play at korea there. haha my old account got this lvl 10 one but i forgot my birthday for that account so cannot log in and now its probably dying of hunger. surprisingly haven die...
during the trip i tried running lo but i was staying on the mountain then the air pressure so high. and weather cold so hard to breathe, less oxygen. cannot run sia. run finish head damn pain. all the blood went to the ear. i tried a few times lo, everything headache. not i dun wan to run hor. just now i got go gym run sia. hehe i think stamina still there. if got beep test, might be able to keep 12 or higher. aiya sianz

sianz

2006-12-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

why do humans always look at what is bad and never at wat is good? when we get our results back, parents, instead of praising us a bit for whatever little good results we have, would pick what we are weaker in and criticising and nag about it. when we look at a person, why do we always see what is bad about him and seldom what is good bout him? sianz...

wednesday did beep test and hit lvl 12.1 i think. next week the team is going malaysia for the training camp and i cant go sigh. have to go korea with my family for two weeks. coach gave us a list of wat to do and that involves some running but korea snowing la how to run. sianz. and come back two weeks later must hit 13 for beep test which is impossible. ahhh i feel pissed.

from 1st to 10th december chuangyi got a Bazaar selling comics at low price and i read that got sell old comics for as cheap as $0.50. i want to go lo. damn but must go overseas. sigh. wat a opportunity gone to waste. i really feel very pissed la. dunno y.

2006-11-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

haha i haven been blogging, have i? last year was rather busy. tuesday, friday and saturday night had to attend funeral for my god grandfather. its actually my father's godfather la so i call god grandfather lo. didn't expect that my position in the family so high. i only see my god grandfather like once a year during chinese new year... but its quite sad la. sunday half the day was spend at the funeral also. the body was transported to the crematorium. like is kinda short so should make good use of it but sometimes hor life is so sian la. i everyday stuck at home lo. the only time not at home is during training and after training also go home. wer else can i go sia.. damn bored la. yesterday suppose to have class chalet la but when i decided to go it rained then after that i dont feel like going so never go lo. anyway wat can i do even if i go. it won't be as fun as going out with 6k la. lol go there can only destroy the chalet or watch ppl play xbox or ps which i would never get to play cos i suk at xbox and ps since i dont have any of them. if not can play soccer but rain play in mud ah? even play soccer also not very fun la. aiya tmr got training again. gonna be damn tired and boring. sianz. someone save me man.

what dog breed would i be?

2006-11-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

hmm..what dog breed would i be?

discover your dog breed @ quiz meme

2006-11-13T13:59:00.000+08:00

I got dunno wat 54 out of 100...how do they grade it i also dunno

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz

sunday

2006-11-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

this week started with my leadership camp. it was alright la just tiring, mentally and physically. Monday was the first day of the camp. We gathered at 7.30 at junior block atrium where we were sorted into our groups. haha i ended with no groups ah. so got put into group 9 with 8 other people. first half of the day, they were at the avt listening to talks after talks until afternoon. after lunch we got ready to go out for our land expedition. we were given a map and compass for it. so we were sent on a bus to changi business park and from there we must make our way to tehna mera bersa walk which is like bout 700 to 1000+ m away but there was a express way in between so for the first 2 hours, we went west and found out there was no way to cross the express way so we return to starting point and went east which was the same so after 2 hours, we were back at the starting point. quite stupid la. then daryl became the navigator and using his animal instinct he brought us south. went pass the expo, pass someone near east point, all the way down to tampines st 21 and then back up to my old house which is tampines st 45 and up and turn into the main road connecting to flora drive where i currently live and all the way up to loyang and finally after bout 2 hours of walking we reached our destination. there, we ate our dinner which was dry maggi and then had to play a game to get our next clue. firstly, all of us blindfold our selves and must arrange ourselves according to our age in one line, we pass it easily. the second round was harder. we were still blindfolded and now we cannot talk so we must write on each other. must arrange according to mother's maiden name. we got one letter wrong but got our clue still. next destination was biggins hill or something like that where the old changi hospital was located. the one people think is hunted. i was the navigator and we walk for like forever and finally reach there. it was like 11pm when we were outside that assumed to be hunted building. lol scary huh? it was quite scary la. we played another game outside the building. cannot complete. it was a game where all of us must stand on a piece of poncho and try to flip it over without any of us stepping out of it. we got our clue anyway cos it was very late. we arrived at our camping site soon and that was like 11.45. we were the last group lo. i think the first group arrived 3 hours earlier than us. damn shit. haha. pitch tent then sleep lo. next day was kayaking. we kayaked to loyang beach and that took 2 hours. then there, we ate lunch which was dry maggi again, this time was tomyam flovor... after that got games to play. first game, we must think of a language that only our group understand, cannot be english or any other languages. we came up with: up = puay, down = ownday, left = eftlay, right = ightray, stop = topsay. thats bout it la. then we all blindfold except one person. forming one line, the person not blindfolded must lead us to find a treasure by shouting these commands and we cannot touch any leaf or tree or any other group members. we were leading i think then some other groups won. next was some game where we must run through some stages. its a line betweem two cones and on the line got a few seniors, we must run pass them without getting touch. canot win la. another group damn pro. 3rd event was tug of war. we got owned. all the games got its own lesson la. got like encouraging the heart, challenging the process, teamwork etc. then we kayak back but this time the sea was damn rough so we chiong back. never stop so reach back in 1 hour, a lot faster than going there. we packed up, change and took bus back to school. then we ate dinner and went search for the golden fleece. oh ya. the story of jason and the golden fleece was the theme of the camp. the golden fleece was the school flag. we learn the importance of it, it was something we always neglected. it reflects the rafflesian spirit etc. we must work hard to bring glory to the school so that our flag can soar high. next day started with pt and then got presentation and packing up. oh ya during the land expedition we tried walking on some field with very long grass and saw a black snake slithering around. haha. scary. finally dismissed at 2+ and took a bus home. yay home. haha. thursday slacking, friday training in the morning then slacking in afternoon. saturday nothing much la. today ah. also nothing much la. evening went to gym. train until i no strength la. sianz. then went grandma's house. feeling damn bored. sigh. end of my boring life. nitez

bye

2006-11-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

friday, my class witnessed the caning of one of our classmates for serious case of vandalism. like they say, the sch term ended with a something so sad. dunno how i felt about it and how i should feel about the whole thing. tomorrow got to go for the ccal leadership camp which will last 3 days. hope its something good. dunno wanna freeze in the rain again. i dont feel like going lo but no choice...bored man

sianz

2006-11-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

study, marks, gpa, marks, full marks... are these the only things that even surround a person's life? if that is so, its pathetic. all people now a days care about is marks. there become so marks orientated that there neglect the other more important things in life. Instead of wanting to have a good teacher that teaches well but mark strictly, they want a teacher that cannot teach but marks very leniently. its always about getting more marks. the more the merrier, no matter how u get it. people can resort to cheating just for marks. just for some pathetic numbers that does not teach u anything but deprieves you from seeing your ability and learning from mistakes. i'm not saying marks are not important but there are more important things than marks and results, like friends and love and knowledge, skils... thats one point. now, there is something that i'm damn unhappy about. its the EESIS, the edusave scholarships given to those with psle score of 262 and above which means majority of the students in ri do not have to pay $200+ for monthly school fees but i'm one of the less fortunate ones who did not have the scholarship (i got 258 in psle) so i'm paying at least $2000 a year for school. and next week with the increase of school fees, i wil be paying a lot more. wats unfair is the how these scholarships were given. i may have a low psle score but for the past 2 years, my end of year gpa has been higher than a lot of those with scholarships. take the common test that just past for example. for bio i did relatively well with 49/60. that may not be a very high score for some but with that score, i was second highest in my class. for physics, i got 41/50, less than 6 people got higher than me in my class, maths i got 55/60, less than 6 got higher than me. for ss i got 21/25, not the top few but higher than many of those in my class. For history, i got 22/25 and i was the top few. my chinese, english and chemistry were not very well doen but i did relatively alright, better than quite some people. i believe that i did well for my common tests overall but my CA for some were not very good but for some, they were high. CA consists of assignments that could be brought home to be done or quizs which some people could have cheated in, how well can these be used to determine ones ability when the A levels is to be done on the spot and people cannot do well in common tests. i have done better than many with scholarships and yet i was not given one. Last year, they had a test for those without scholarships so that they could give scholarships to some of them. out of 60 over people taking part, they only chose 7 to 10. y so stingy when you have given scholarships to so many people so many years ago and some were not even doing well currently. damn. this is unfair. today was waste of time. the lessons were for review and reflect and we basically do nothing. yesterday morning during morning assembly when it was noisy, the teacher was saying: please cooperate, when you guys waste 1 seconds here, you are wasting 2000 seconds for the entire cohort. lol that is so true. and today got a teacher trip over the mic stand when he finish the announcement and that was before he shouted a a boy for playing with his nails. lol. just did some OSCAR programme thingy which is a programme which will enable students to know more bout their abilities and preferences through self-assessment and self-discovery. started with me picking the jobs i prefered from list, i chose Specialist, Fire and Rescue, Microbiologist, Officer, Police (Senior) (Inspector/Asst Superin. dunno la. they look interesting... lol and the results are as follows.

Career Profile Inventory
Your Interests pattern is in this order:
1. Investigative
2. Social
3. Administrative

Your Top 5 abilities are:
1. Numerical
2. Sensitivity
3. Organising
4. Scientific
5. Computer Usage

List of occupations that match well with both your Interests and Abilities.
-Combat Medic, Naval Underwater
-Doctor
-Officer, Laboratory (Health)
-Officer, Scientific
-Optician, Precision
-Optometrist
-Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
-Surgeon, Dental
-Teacher, Science
-Technician, Dental
-Technician, Medical

lol i never thought of any of the above before... maybe doctor? but i dun like to be doctor la. sianz...the results a bit screwed up la haha...

post ct

2006-10-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

On monday we started the day with interclass-soccer group round. my class top the group by beating 3h 3-0, 3q 1-0 and drawing with 3j 0-0. then got 2 boring talks. tuesday holidat, stayed home and slack. wednesday which is today, we had 4 talks...damn boring. first one was ok, it was about media's influence on sexuality, then got some pimples and lips thing then got talk on work exposure and DISC. it was boring lo. 1 day 4 talks. then at 12.30 we continue interclass soccer. played 3t in quarters. lost 0-1 winston own goal.went home after that and left at 5.15 to go delta to play friendly match with national team. i was the only sec 3, balu, aaron, pathy and hosheng were there. others all adults and other schools. rjc coach was there. he is damn pro. the national team's attack was amazing but defense i think okok only la. played 3 halves and score was 1-4. hosheng scored that 1 goal. i almost scored lo. mistrap beside an open goal. damn trapping. must really train on trapping and hitting sia. lets work hard... ahhh tmr get back ct result. scary sia...

2006-10-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

yahoo!!! exams over and i adopted a jellyfish!!!

CHAMPIONS!!

2006-10-15T12:03:00.000+08:00

CHAMPIONS!!! we won temasek in the div 3 finals- trashing score of 6-0. balu score 2, ned 2, dylan and paul 1 each... god i never score... haha i suk man... leg cram twice during the match...damn it haha but we won!! we started the year with a under-21 champions and we ended the year with a division 3 champions haha but never win b div.....

hattricked!!!!

2006-09-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

YES!!! WE WON THE SEMI FINAL!!!! WON KHALSA 5-3!!! I SCORED 3!!! HATTRICKED!!!! YES!!!! haha think gonna meet temasek in the div 3 finals on 14th october. hope we can win. we started the year with a champion from SHF U21... lets end it with another champion from division 3!!!! yes!!! haha now must start mugging already...sianzzz...ct coming sia

long long long ago

2006-09-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

yaya, damn long never blog. too lazy sia. life is always and forever so boring and sianz...last sunday we drew 2-2 with temasek and this saturday we won scc 2-1. both goals last minute score one. the second one was last second score one. both by ned and drag flick. not bad leh. first time see ned successfully did. monday to friday were just as boring. weekends were even worst. at home can only face the nagging parents, boring homework and nothing else. the only time not feeling lonely was when chatting on msn and the only one that chat with me is ht. thanks man. must jia you wo... ri, rgs and rjc are cruel schools. recently got this rj guy commited suicide. sianz this year so many ppl die... wat a bad year.
now must get ready for ct liao. study, study and still study... morning to afternoon in sch study, then reach home at night study again, sleep liao wake up study again...i'm not being able to be myself man... living a life that seems so meaningless living for the sake of others. boring life, cruel fate... damn
december first week got trip to jb for hockey but my family wanna go holiday for the first 2 weeks. now i'm stuck in the centre, feeling damn lost. i dont go for hockey then coach and others later not happy and i will miss a wonderful chance to train. if dun go with family, i have to face two angry parents. y is life so cruel... hen wei nan leh. sigh...life suks to the core... the only thing that prehaps are great are my comics and books as well as friends. even sometimes u feel neglected by friends... sigh...

drag flick

2006-09-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

haha another vid, this one on jeremy doing drag flick in school...damm pro

zui hou zhi wu

2006-09-09T11:25:00.000+08:00

ZUI HOU ZHI WU ROCKS!!! bottom is one song call give my love, here is one more all our love will always last...they rock..all hiutung thanks..cope from your blog but u also cope from someone else blog..haha..boo. =-D

video

2006-09-09T11:10:00.000+08:00

lalalala

2006-09-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

i remembered 2 days ago i was sleeping and woke up losing a hand. i fell asleep lying on my hand then half an hour later, i woke up and found that i totally lost control of my hand. its damm scary. i was like "y cannot control one" then i use my the other hand and jab at my that hand and it was like rubber hanging there... waaa damm scary... but after a while, the blood flow resumes and everything ok liao... wakao..seriously scary.totally no control like no more hand liao. next time cannot sleep on my hand.monday i tried to study. tried very very hand. tuesday wasted the whole day but managed to complete my erp(english assignment). oh ya. sunday we won 2-0. the first goal is paul score one. damm dummy. he mishit the ball and it bounced all the way into goal. lucky shit. i scored the second one. pulled left to get past one defender, then right to get pass another one then i pushed pass the keeper to score..i think it was one of my top goals la...i recently damm lousy ah. ya today got training. 85% of the training was doing pt. first we sprint 10 x 50m. then do a few sets of some drills for starting sprints...then after break, we had to partner. must piggyback partner and do half squarts.must do 5 sets of 10 each..damm tiring. then must piggy back partner from a point to another then back 5 times. after that must do the wheel barrow thing. first is 5x10 push ups in that position. then must do the wheel barrow to a point then come back 5 times. after that was the chest thing. must rest on partner's feet while he do leg raise so act as weight for him. after all these, it got a bit fun. and played this game wer we must hit the partner's knee. who hit first get a point. best of 5 win then set. loser do 10 push ups. i won paul 2 sets and lost 1 sets. then we played a small game which was quite slack. it was quite tiring overall but i think ok la. actually suppose to do beep test today one but dun have the beep cd so too bad lo. everyone cheering sia. went to eat lunch at j8 after training. i damm happy. i found out that comic connection still got sell 3x3 eyes. damm siok. we went to the newly opened library after lunch to have a look. it was quite nice. i think more than 10 million was spent leh...how can not nice? went home after that.. now damm tired... still must do physics...ah i go read book ah...damm bored and damm sianzzzz.

sianz

2006-09-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

ya, another week passed. last sunday was stupid. ova only got 7 or 8 people turn up so it was a walk over and we automatically won 3-0. we played one half though and we lend them some players. one half and we got 7 goals. i scored 3. y must be walk over!!! if not walk over, we can trash sia then our goal difference can improve la. dammit. stupid ova. tuesday was the last day for dmp and it was quite ok. wednesday no sch. thursday we got some stupid senseless, time wasting celebrations in school. after that we went back to pvps. we went to buy a cake for mrs khoo first. then went to dylan's house there to play soccer cos security guard dont let us in. i fall until damm pain sia and my long pants become damm dirty(got screwed when went after)... we went over to pvps at 12.30 and saw hiutung and michelle just arriving also. a lot of people went back sia. we played soccer the whole time la... slack around, playing and talking for one or two hours...haha and i almost hit sykin(tag) =D after that we played soccer against some other people. lost the game cos i let in too many goals. was listening to jordan on his love story throughout the game...poor jordan and poor hiutung...haha...one cos rejected, one cos got pestered...haha...now jordan making me damm luan also...made me do some stupid thinking...love...love...and love...wat the hell is love? anyway. it was great seeing everyone...damm siok..but its gonna be a long time before we meet again...haha the falling made me ache all over sia...damm pain... friday and today were boring days...damm bored at home...how i wish there was a robot like chobits or something to accompany me...sianzzzzzzzzzzz.tmr got game against dunno who...must also win sia or die again...haha...and next wednesday got beep test...die die and die...ahhh now my brain damm luan...too many thoughts going on...or ya...its today got match, not tmr... its midnight liao.. boring!!! gonna miss all my friends!!!

human suks.

2006-08-27T10:14:00.000+08:00

i simply hate the ugly side of mankinds. even in a game, people are out to cheat and hurt others just for their own benefits.ya, i got scammed in maple yesterday. lost 300k mesos.well done.we should never trust anybody whom we do not know. only friends and families are to be trusted.some people should just go to hell.a disgrace to mankind and a scum. chobits rocks. this manga is bout this guy who found a robot that is very special. he name it xiao qi. there is a huge mystery behind what she is. she is really cute and comparing a lot of people with her, they seriously suk. robot served to make their owners happy and humans are going around hurting each other. great. today got match against OVA, we had better win, we are in deep shit currently...

got owned

2006-08-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

WE GOT OWNED!!!! KENA TRASHED 0-8 ON SUNDAY BY TORNADOS!!!! DAMM!!! WE ARE LOSERS!!!! no, we are not...we gonna win next match. dammm chionging for maths performance task now...cannot sleep =( its 1.20 am!!!! ahhhh

hahaha

2006-08-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

sigh, sunday's game was pathetic. we got WHITEWASHED by khalsa 0-5. how embarassing and pathetic is that. we suk to core man...haha...but nvm we must work hard. tuesday was the c div finals against the saints. Eugene got for us an early goal but then prashan dribbled the whole defense to score the equalizer and we conceded a penalty later which matthew scored to make us trail by 1-2. lucky balu scored a beautiful reverse and drew the game at final time. then went into extra time and it was damm scary. then penalty when no goals. jing yuan was the first to take and his ball hit the post. then saints scored. They then missed one and got saved one and in the end we won 4-3. FINALLY A GOAL! damm happy for them. well done c div. but hor i dun have. i haven tasted goal(level divisio one) since the start of my hockey "career". damm sad.i think my batch is cursed man. b4 we came ri, we were winning c dvi 6 consecutive times then went we came, we lost 2 c div and one b div but once we no longer in c div, they won again.. we are cursed man... haha..congrats c div. wednesday nothing much ah. today also nothing much. just came home and messed around with the come. then i was trying to turn tong hua into a toilet song. ah.. the chorus part.

我要变成厕所里，你新爱的马桶
打开盖头变成洞口方便你
你要相信，相信厕所会象宣传册子里
清香和干净是结局

(han yi ping yin version)
wo yao bian chen ce suo li, ni xin ai de ma tong
da kai gai tou bian chen dong kou fang bian ni.
ni yao xiang xin, xiang xin ce suo hui xiang xuan chuan ce zi li
qing xin he gan jing shi jie ju

a bit stupid la. but i damm sian so lame a bit lo...sayonara

lalalala

2006-08-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

haha long time no see. saturday nothing happened if i remembered. sunday nothing also. monday was the start of dmp. first was logic and paradox which was ultra slack, then it was immunology, we watched half of the movie outbreak which is also very slack then is the xiao yuan ge qu chuang zuo which is even more slack as we listened to songs for 2 hours. then went delta to support the juniors. they won sji 3-1 and made it to the semis. then tuesday is stupid national day celebration which is boring and meaningless to the core. sianzzz... wednesday and thursday at home chiong ss project which i found out to be 100% today so die die and die though i think fairly well done. today 2nd day of dmp. first is lorenzo oil which is rather interesting. its on A.L.D. some disease in which the person cannot digust some fats so the fats destroy the myelin or something like that then the brain lose function and bla bla bla. i got short term memory sia. cannot remember. after sch went to support juniors in semis and they won seng kang 2-1 and off they go into finals. damm just found out got a history assignment due very very soon which is 100% of ca so die die must chiong liao. ahhhh.sunday got game...i'm so bored!!!! [tag]hi hiutung. hi hi hi hi hi and hi hi hi hi hi hi hi and hi and hi.

oulder moulder

2006-08-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

last saturday we had the floorbal carnival. reached sch at 9 to help set up the boards then at 12 the competition started. shh, me, bong and puahz one team. we lost the first game 2-1 to pathy's team then won another team 2-0 but pathy won the other team also so we got kicked out of the competition. damm siok sia. got this retarded bloody sore loser wanna find trouble with ned then ned kept staring at him. that bastard ran away after ned call his bro. cowardice la he. sunday we played tpjc at 4. won only 2-1. last time 10-0 lo. i think i play like shit also.must learn to hit ah. but my thumb still pain lo. monday when training. hit alot sia. quite fun.today morning damm siok. my class got people got coped the letters F, U and K from the moor house display and then paste the word FUK on the whiteboard but then when english teacher come in, they remove but dunno which idiot go put up at notice board at the back of the class. then elsa saw the words when teaching. damm surprised she never say anything sia. then is chandru's class.those idiots damm stupid ah. never remove the FUK then chandru scolded us ah. he asked who put up one and then yan jun say him and when chandru ask why must put these 3 letters. yan jun say because there was no C. wakao. the whole class ended up laughing like siao. haha. then after sch was cross country. i screwed up physics cct b4 that so no mood sia. i think i will fail leh. we need to run 4.8 for cross country lo. dylan and hijazi mad one. they came back 16th and 12th respectively. haha me shh, zhihe, christ and others all walking for the first half and i started sprinting when reached the expressway. haha i won david by a few cm. tired sia. my fitness suks now. must train if not die ah. haha yay next week dmp. can slack but got dammmmmmm a lot of homework sia. die die die below are pictures of my destroyed class and the FUK. SHIT y cannot post picture one? aiya nvm then.

end of week

2006-07-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

last sunday we never play tpjc la. its this sunday. last sunday was against nyp. we won only 1-0. i think i played like crap. damm lousy sia me. monday after sch, went to mgs for a talk on pathology. it wasn't as good as we expected. it was rather boring and stupid.then after that, we had no idea how to go home so we just follow a bunch of girls who were going to a bus stop and then we found that there got 171 so we took it to newton mrt. damm long trip home sia. wednesday got some chinese singing competition. rui hao, dylan and hsiu hsien singing so i stay to watch, ending up reaching home at 8pm. it ended at 6.30 like that. hsiu hsien's song's audio file screwed up so he also screwed up. dylan quite ok la. got some people sing damm well sia. today ah... quite fun but also boring. first period play floorball. damm siok sia.. owning. then it became boring. 2nd period damm chandru just give us a ta without telling us beforehand. so we never study at all lo. walao. david damm sad sia. nevermind work hard. then chinese started ok b4 i started to doze off 40 minutes into the lesson. cle started with me sleeping but i woke up la. then got chem make up class and after that we played in the floorball clinic. damm siok also. i was playing in my uniform so i got wet like siao lo. the shirt sticking on me like some skin like that. then i follow hsiu hsien to queensway shopping centre to buy his tuff shoe. this time was fast. no three hours. just bout 20 minutes. after that we chiong down to yio chu chang to go nyp to watch the juniors play evergreen. it was quite stupid la. by the time we reach there, there was only bout 10 minutes of the game left. waste of time and stupid. haha. damm lots of homework sia. next week got 2 orals, 2 practical tests, 1 cct and some other nonscience. haha and my thumb still hurting after 5 weeks. kao.oh ya yesterday i read reader digest and there was this story on a guy who works as some officer who tracks down child pornography and rescues the children. he found pictures of girls terribly abused and locked in cage.then got some sadistic people who rape and sodomised a few months old babies. sick bastards. these people damm freaking pervertic. so, dont ever have anything to do with child pornography, not like anyone of u would anyway. that officer rocks and hope he rescues more children. there was this part that says : "Maybe she's going to be a brilliant scientist," he reflects, thinking about the young girl who was photographed in a cage."maybe she's going to be a statesman. Maybe I'll be reading about her someday- the person who made a difference in the world." this guy's life is very meaningful and righteous. he probably be one of the happiest person on earth as well as one of the saddest for he is proud of his deeds and worries of the worsening situation. oh ya, this guy is call paul gillespie. he is someone to learn from.

so lateeeeeeeeeeee

2006-07-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

yoho...last sunday's match, we won 8-3, i scored 1 only, balu hat tricked. nothing happened until thursday. 7pm to 9pm i went for the hockey combine school u-16 training. the ppl there too pro liao, i too noob liao... go there and waste time. must wait for our turn to play. got like 30 ppl there lo. can form 2 and a half team liao. before the match, we did running. did bout 8 rounds in 12 minutes around the pitch, damm tired. so long never run. during the match, i went up twice, touch the ball 3 times and screw up all 3 times. i damm suk sia... nvm dun wan go liao. friday went to queensway with hsiu hsien and ben to buy tuff shoe, they spent like 2 to 3 hours looking lor and then in the end hsiu hsien never buy anything cos no size. lol worse than girls...=D girls shop for clothes and bags, they shop for shoes. aiya shopping so fun meh? then we were late for training but good coz we skipped the beep test. tmr got match at 9.30 morning at ccab against tpjc. last time we played them, we won 10-0 i think. but can win a lot this time too.

lalalala

2006-07-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

last sunday's div 3 match postponed cos of rain. monday we dun need go sch cos world cup final. zidane rocks. my thumb still swollen and damm painful. lots of hw this week sia. feel like killing the teachers. today ri got open house. quite boring but we were wacking floorbal around. haha. wasted whole day sia. tmr got match in morning. tmasek sia. tough team haha.

meaningless

2006-07-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

selfish is the best.sharing is wrong.filial is the worst thing to be.life is pathetic. life is sad.wats the purpose for living? i wake up everyday only to do things i dread.
how i wish i was never born...how i wish home was warmer...how i wish there wasn't a place call school...how i wish love does exist...how i wish i know what friends really are...how i wish i was dead right now...

long time no see

2006-07-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

haven blogged for damm long, lazy to blog sia... last week nothing la...just back to school and feeling very sianz cos sch damm boring. thursday went to geylang there for the minds cip, one last training. saturday went kembangan-katong sch for minds competition. our match was the last one, we won 2-0 so champion. cip finally over... sunday morning 9.30 we played ova in the div 3 match. trashed them 7-0, i and ned scored 3 each and hijazi scored 1. after that nothing la...damm tired.. today damm sian,,, everybody having holiday except us..cant we be at home too.. the sch so stingy, cant even give an extra day holiday.tired and sian like hell..bored and lonely and pissed and fed up

sianz

2006-06-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

sianz, we lost today's match to tornados.i think i played like shit la. sianz. then after match went to have dinner with mother's side's relatives. my cousins and me never said a single word to each other throughout that 1, 2 hours dinner. she wouldn't even look at me man. sigh. is it so hard to forgive and forget? life is sad.
singapore is screwed up la. it's future is already half dead liao lo. u know the case where the guy who got scholarship from some music university for violin i think appealed to do national service after studying and got rejcted by government. he gave up that wonderful opportunity and decided to take on diploma and got rejected still. the government say must have won in national competition then can be excused. isn't this ridiculous? they acknowledged national standard achievement and yet not accept international standard ones. stupid idiots. its like singapore soccer team lo. u put the national team in s-league and they can own but they cant even beat malaysia lo. i bet government very happy with that. singapore is hopeless la.next time vote for opposition party la.maybe will have some chances. such inflexiblity in rule. idiots.
aiya life is sad la.

hello

2006-06-25T13:52:00.000+08:00

actually the leadership challenge workshop wasn't that boring la. the first day started with this lame icebreaker where we have to make a song which introduce the members of our groups. we had quite a fun thing doing it and perform and it was damm funny and very one laughing like siao. then its back to lesson. i got back the evaluation for the surveys did by myself and others. i think i got damm damm low self esteem sia. the result from other ppl is like twice of the score i gave myself sia haha. mr paul lim was like"this guy something wrong with self-esteem ah?" when he keying my data into the com. haha. after lunch we watched this short part of a movie called Bring it On. It is about a group of cheerleaders led by a good leader. i think its quite a nice and inspiring movie. i tried to find the dl on rapidshare but cannot find any. too bad lo. then wednesday was the 2nd day for the workshop. first half of it was basically just lessons then i forgot when but we went to dinner hall stage and played like game when everyone chose a number randomly placed everywhere and have to pass this soft toy from no 1 to 25. rather interesting. thursday we had hockey training. it was a complete waste of time. after like dunno how short of dills and practice, we played match. there were 3 matches. first is east view sec boys against our boys then is east view girls against some primary sch boys. amazingly the primary sch boys won. then is us the sec 3s against our own c div team but we had to join team with east view resulting in us not being able to all play at a time. so have sub. i only played for 5 minutes for the whole training lo. waste of bloody time. friday no activites. some stupid neighbour complain say internet slow so the maintanence office traced and found my com to have virus and block my internet connection for one whole day. damm condo. i hate sharing the damm network, cant we get seperate ones? firstly, it is damm slow then they blocked access to some p2p software and now i got block cos some idiots complain. stupid management. whole day never dl rapidshare.i scan my com afterwards with anti virus and found only 1 virus. wth lo. saturday morning nothing, evening went to pathy's house for gathering. only sec 3s and 4s went. the sec 2s no one wanna come. pathetic sia but we had fun. we played soccer for a while then went back to eat and then some watched tv and play uno while hsiu hsien, ben, jeremy, sean, pathy and some other ppl played monopoly. benjy was stil full of crap. wat www.monopoly.com shit. in the end the game become damm funny. pathy got robbed and benjy and hsiu hsien owning. micah declared bankrupt after owing ben 1000 dollars. zhihe's parents came half way through with huirou and huien. haha huirou say she gonna strangled me if my sis not there but she didn't haha.i bet the 2 of them damm bored there. they were watching tv. then me and dylan went to play hockey. i think i suck man. then we watched germany and sweden match a bit b4 going home. germany was winnign 2-0 when we left. we manage to get into zhihe's car. (oh ya, hey huirou, your hair not funny la, not bad on you la) after reached home, i used the com till bout 3am before sleeping. oh ya and thanks hh for the accounts.

bored

2006-06-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

sunday had match against khalsa, drew 2-2, no people go at all, just right 11 players. damm bastards. we played well. almost died, freaking tiring, screw those idiots who not sick and never come. monday went sch did re, ended up wasted time there, stupid tll, attitude bitch. went home and chiong to dl rapidshare. today got the stupid leadership challenge.boring, one whole day some more. today is last day for rapidshare acct so chiong to dl then dunno which idiot go off the com and the dl cancelled. cannot mind their own business or check first b4 shutting off meh. inconsiderate. sianz now damm pissed. my transporter 2 kana cancelled. grrr.

boring

2006-06-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

wednesday went to ccab at 4 for plate semis against acsi and in the end, those buggers never turn up at all so it was walkover for us. wat a waste of time getting there and back. we spent the time playing against ourselves in a 7 against 11 game. i got slide by kevin and ned got hit by clinton haha. yesterday went ccab at 3 for plate finals against vs, we won 2-1, i scored the first goal but overall we did not play well la. today at home, did soem work and read some portkey, damm sian sia. lonely as ever

screwed

2006-06-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday's match was against sji, we won 5-0 and me and ned each scored 2 and another 1 by paul. today was screwed up. i'm total crap, useless shit, lousy loser. played like shit against khalsa and losing 1-2 so we are out of the semis, tmr got plate semis against acsi. sianz dont feel like going, i'm damm tired, has been playing matches for 3 days in a row sia then tmr and the day after also got so will be 5 in a row then sunday have again. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i feel like shit la. play so crappy, cant even get pass a person. sigh, feel screwed up. CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPP

10-0!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

haha...i finally finished my english portfolio in the morning. now got one less thing to do... after that had to reach ccab at 5 for my ora div 3 match. we were playing nomads-TPJC. vijayan wasn't there, no teachers there also. only jeremy as coach..haha.. first half ended with 2-0. ned scored both. then second half was madness man... we scored another 8 goals, 4 by ned, 3 by me and 1 by paul haha. i got one hat trick with 3 goals and the crazy ned got 2 hat tricks with 6 goals. haha madness. final score was 10-0...trashing sia... some more balu wasn't there lo. if he there i think can hit 15 goals sia. i assisted a few of ned goals too..haha..tmr morning need to reach delta at 7am. got match at 8am against sji in u15..i think can be another trashing match. haha. after that went grandmother's house...half my cousins not there =( anyway they there also ignoring me like i dun exist. sigh..for once. gonna sleep early. tmr need wake up early sia.bye

sianz

2006-06-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

haha, finally here to update. have been very lazy. cannot seem to start on homework leh..done a bit though.i think re gonna die. this week no training so at home. tuesday went to watch their match. they lost to src 3or 4-1or zero, they were basically getting owned la. then friday also went. i was hoping to play lo. thursday paul went and play liao and friday he still play then i dun get to play..not fair one. haha. they played a screwed up game. won only got 3 or 4 goals. should have been at least 8 or more lo. their attack was so damm weak. ya nothing much today la. just trying to finish portfolio and i finished 2 portkey stories..."fury and love" and "one night long". one night long is nice. bout hermione being a reporter was assigned to interview harry and then harry attracted to her ask her to spend one night with him. they went many places and they found to be in love with each other. but they seperated the next morning but got back together 1 year later. oh yes, yesterday 11.50 got watch world cup first match. i was hoping costa rica win but they suk la. the first goal is damm nice..hit bar b4 going in leh. tmr got div 3 match against tampines jc then monday got u15 match against sji. gonna trash both la. sianz. now i must find 1 short story and 1 poem for portfolio. damm lonely and bored and sianz...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

1st match

2006-06-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

ya today played my first match for div 3 under ORA. its is against NYP, won 3-1.i never score any goal la..balu scored 2 and jing yuan scored 1. damm suay. first half got like 2,3 injuries liao. kana slide by the keeper, pain sia, got a few seconds cannot breath. but i manage to pull right before falling so balu got the ball and scored. then this guy hit the ball into my chest. damm pain at first but now should be ok liao la. those ppl are mad la..all their hits going high one. i dun think i play well la...damm rusty already and my dribbling become damm sucky. ned is siao la.. haha, he told the ref to send this guy out coz he sliding tackle him then the ref not happy and gave him a yellow card. stupid ref...ned damm stupid also la. next week no training sia, damm gd...but i need to clear the track suit thingy sia. today actually got 6K gathering to go kbox but got match so cannot go. anyway i dun think got many ppl go la. hui wen never go. me, hsiu hsien and zhihe go match. dylan got either tuition or cip and xiao tong got maths tuition. i dunno how to sing anyway. dylan er.... haha dunno how tse an, pei wei and xiao tong singing is like...haha.aiya sianz

happiness is temperory

2006-06-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

i will not blog everyday liao la, just once every few days. the past few days have been boring. i have been reading a lot of portkey and watching shen diao xia lu on my com. training was quit ok. just that my fitness now suks. got our blue jersey which looks rather ok. had to collect money and all those ppl are refusing to cooperate. now i ow the track suit guy like $1200+ sianz. today i finally got to have a bit of fun. went to coasta sands pasir ris chalet for 6k class gathering. the chalet room was lousy crap. it started raining not long after that. only bout 10 people were there already. the boys were playing xbox and play station while the gals dunno doing wat up there. halfway through, went out to lead the blur bunny in cos she dunno how to come. they continue playing naruto and dragon ball till 5. i was damm lousy cos i rarely even touch playstation and never play xbox b4.the gals were still crapping away upstairs. comparing height or something. tse an shouted nicole was the tallest for fun and was rewarded by a thanks. ya bout nicole...she had piecing and everything, almost cannot regconise her. i thought she look rather cool. she and bunny were like hiding simphoni's stuff everywer, some in the freezer also sia. we felt at 5+ to go tampines mall wer we walk around and ended up in the arcade. played the table hockey which was rather stupid and the machine lags. hiutung sorry hor...i hit too hard then hit your hand. hope it doesn't hurt much. jamie, xinyi and pin lang came soon. after that went for dinner. i joined zhihe and hsiu hsien at the foodcourt then the rest go pastamania. we finished and went to join them there, chatting until they are done. after eating, we were outside the pastamania debating on wat movie to watch, getting damm sianz then in the end half watch x-men 3 and the other half watch the nun...i chose x-men la, dun wan to get bad dreams and i never watch x-men yet. in the cinema, i sat next to zhihe and the bunny with a bunch of idiots talking non stop behind us like they own the cinema. the most irritating part is the advertisement la.screw it la. so many advertisement, bout 20 minutes of them leh. the movie was nice but that very nice. kind of short, not even 2 hours. not very happy that it ended though. it was the first movie i watched in cinema this year. i not so gd like others la.it was late and day was ending, had to go home. sianz on seperation, loneliness once again overtook in my brain. happiness is only temperory. i hate to be alone. happy to be with them all today although i would say the chalet was not very successful. hope to see bunny they all soon again, will miss seeing them. will get to see zhihe they all tmr but it is training....arggggggg...sianz. dun wan to go sia.

bored

2006-05-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

a few days haven blog.like at least anyone even care. yesterday had to go for the minds floor hockey final. It was a rather bad start and the whole thing was delayed like like 2 to 3 hours. i find the fixture rather stupid too. we only had to play 2 games for the whole competition. the first game was the 6th game on the list and we started bout 2 to 3 hours for it. It damm boring to just sit there although some games are pretty interesting but we were getting very restless. It was damm sian lo.there was of course something else to look at but that will only turn out as a dream. it will only adds to the my misery. no point thinking of something unobtainable. we finally get to play and we drew that match. it was rather disappointing. we were dribbling well but there was no one to pass to. sianz.it rained after our match and the competition was postponed to something in july. at least the will be another time wer i will be able to return to the dream. Today afternoon, went to national stadium for joga finals. it was very stupid. they play on concrete grounds and it had rained before that so the grounds were basically flooded so everyone was sliding around and many slipped and fall. how the hell they wan to joga bonito with such condition. u juggle the ball half way then u slip. it was stupid la. before went home, i saw part of the freestyle competition going on at the astro area. they were damm pro man. nothing much happen after that. just feeling very fan. i know there is something making me feel damm sad but i dunno wat. sianz.its damm boring lo. no one talk to me and no one i can talk to. all dao me one.

pain

2006-05-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

ahhh hi...opps hsiu hsien said i put too many dots.i think now i put one only la. lazy to blog so haven been updating. Saturday i had to go to open house. on the way there i saw this animal that looks like a komodo dragon and is bout a metre long outside the sch gate.i was like wat the hell lo.but i was rushing so i just ignore it.damm should have taken a picture. the open house was basically just to let the students play.it was quite stupid and waste of time but i must admit it was quite fun.i was like choping the balls at the goals lo. i was surprised we never break anything besides a crack or two on some dunno-for-wat wooden window-lookalike thingy on the wall. nothing on sunday. there wasn't sch on monday but i went back for interhouse soccer joga bonito and i must say that i do not hold any hopes at all for that competition.me, hijazi and ariff will be up against ppl like hsiu hsien, michael bin and all the pros lo and i cant even juggle the ball 4 times? or is it 5? i was surprised man. we lost the first game then won the next 3 but then again 5 in a row win and 2 more wins in the end ending with 10 wins. we got into the finals but lost so got 2nd..i was like wat the hell..how did we manage to win?luck was with us i must say.had to go for the grand finals on sunday.we probably gonna be getting thrashed. after joga i was like running after ben for my phone and i fell and got this super big astro burn on my leg..it is damm pain currently and looks damm disgusting..it seriously is damm damm damm digusting and pain. here is a picture of it taken today.

Digusting huh?haven seen an astro burn that serious b4. have been very frustrated and fan. had to collect money, then must do this, must do that and then history got this stupid assignment to be done by friday.ahh sianz. was reading a lot of portkey recently. read arranged marriage, anything for love and many move la. hate waiting for the author to update so i just chose those completed ones. so far i think forever knight still the best la.cant wait for its update. nothing much la.just that life very fan. ya i took some pictures of my classroom some time ago. it was badly destroyed but i think now even worst. the board were torn, wire casing destroyed and wired pulled out. the light casing came out, many tables destroyed and got 2 on the door in the toilet.. complete ruin. The broken door in the toilet
Part of the broken door

Wires ruined

torn notice board
torn apart tables..i still wonder how that do that The casing has dropped off the light
And zhen xiao trying to fix his damage

hi

2006-05-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

yo, a few days never blog liao...lazy sia and not feeling very gd... got 58.2 for english ca...god...my class highest 73 only..hsiu hsien's class highest 81..wat a difference...damm caroline...sianz...english 2.8, history 2.8, chinese 3.2, ahhh only got one 4 and that is ss...maths damm screw up la... stupid ct...aiya gonna get nagged and scolded by parents liao la...sa gpa i think only 3.33 lo...so low sia...sianz...damm hockey la...so many things to do... first is interhouse, then open house, then track suit then now got wat jersey no...sianz...tried out the quake 3 i dled yesterday...cannot seems to work...i think i borrow from zhihe la...sianz..com running low on space...tmr still need go open house and waste 5 hours there... boring...no one talk to me sia...sianz...lonely like shit...but i recently everynight reading portkey...nice stories...cannot taste love at least can read bout it in stories lo...aiya dunno wat to type la....boring...the golf show quite nice-the beat game ever played or something lke that la...

wat a day

2006-05-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

damm found out this morning that need to go for the open house this saturday...sianz...y like that? first lesson was history...damm i screwed up my ct lo... 2nd question got 7/13...thats like so damm shit lo...i think my gpa die liao...then 2nd period is philo...cct got 21.5/30...quite gd sia...yip meng fai tried to tell us ghost story but i guess i wasn't the best ghost story telling..it was ok only la...then after that was bio...hohoho...with my favourite teacher..mr DC!!!! he spend the first 15 to 20 minutes working on the com only to find out that he projector does not work and started telling us how disappointed he was with it...then also blame it on the ppl who destroyed the wire casing at the back of our classroom...rather interesting...he was disappointed at something that was dead...he could have checked with us whether it was working...ahhh...then he decided to use the whiteboard to teach instead...he spend the next 10 to 15 minutes teaching physics instead of bio on waves emitted by the sun...then he went on on how the plants take in the rays and turn them into products like starch...he was jumping and hopping like as if he was funny...haha he got this super poor sense of humor and he would probably be the only one who thinks that he is funny...i was like trying very very hard not to sleep...i almost dozed off man..i was so damm tired and bored by the end of the lesson...singapore is trying to implimant creative teaching man...oh ya...got back the quiz on animal nutrition...the one that he did not tell us bout before giving us...i scored a pathetic 13/20...that made me even more pissed...recess time i dunno wat the hell i was doing...i was like half dancing, half jumping then i fell...the floor was so slippery and no shoe was so screwed that it no longer has grips...damm it...hurt my hip and hand...still hurting now sia...damm pain... then after recess is maths... got back ct result...SCREWED UP...40/60 oh man and 5 to 10 marks are like careless and no time to finish one lo... damm it pulled my gpa from 4 to 3.6 ...sigh ...then after maths is physics...physics ct was the best among all...its rather amazing to know that i could get high for physics which is the subject among the 3 sci that i dislike most...got a 40/50...thats damm high...3rd in class man...but my gpa is still 3.6 only...didn't do well for ca and the performance task dunno why get so low...we put in so much effort lo... ahhhh... then last period is chem... got a 42/60 for ct...not bad...but my gpa is 3.2...my ca too badly done...actually can exactly 70.0 to get 3.6 one but i told her got recording error for one of the assignment so now i think only 66 or 67 only...haha but i would prefer honesty to marks...s personality is not marks orientated la...i heck care la...sianz...only make my miserable life more miserable... after sch must go for this stupid talk on open house but they only talk about prefects' duty lo...waste time there...went to training after that... all was well when this bad news came... thursday is the postponed interhouse hockey instead of tmr...it clashes with minds training lo...walao...and then now neither the minds or the interhouse can be changed so die lo...walao so much burden... first interhouse then open house then now got minds...sianzzz....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....nvm can manage...bored, lonely, sianz thats me...sighh

sad indeed

2006-05-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened today...morning just read portkey...i damm envious harry and hermione in all the stories where they will end up loving each other eternally...so touching...true love only exists in stories...its so damm rare in the real world we live in...it is more of the looks and the weight of your wallet that attracts ppl...no one likes u for wat u are...afternoon went to father's side grandmother's house...watched kung fu there... the one directed by the chow guy...whenever reading or watching about all these types of stuff like wu sia xiao shuo...how i wished i could be like the characters in the story who possess all the power and ability to save the world...ahh but all these are just common boys' dream...other than the ability the ending where the main character and a girl end up happily together also make me damm envious like xiao long nu and yang guo, guo jing and huang rong etc... sianz... at night went to mother's side grandmother house for dinner... my relationship with her is still as bad as ever... she already ignored me for almost 2 years already lo... sigh...maybe is wat i said to her in the past that resulted to this but i have apologised like how many times liao...sianzz...or is it my looks? i will never know...ppl who blocked and ignored me have never make it a point to tell me why so...i have no idea why i was treated like this... jm is another one...sigh... after meeting, she totally ignored me...i think 80% is becoz i look like shit la...jm ok lo...just a new friend...but je is like too much lo...hao ren mei hao bao la... cant they just tell me that i suk or something and not just leave me puzzled and frustrated over what i did wrong?sigh... i never know wat gals are thinking...they can be cruel at times and yet gd another...ahhh forget it...ugly but gd ppl are worst than gd looking but bad ppl...thats the evil part about fate...bye

cip

2006-05-13T19:41:00.000+08:00

today morning went to do cip project at tiong bahru there... selling flags for handicap welfare association... cannot enter the shopping centre and cannot sell at mrt...i thought that was stupid lo...shopping centre is probably the best place to sell flags lo...anyway me and christ walked to redhill from tiong bahru and then back...saw dunno wat jc training hockey at delta...waaa feel like playing sia... then when going back to tiong bahru it started raining...we made it back b4 it turned heavy though. desmond and yilong went to tiong bahru market and got lots of donation...we should have gone there man...the rain was getting heavier and heavier and so we could only stay in the shelter in front of the bus stop there.. respond wasn't bad i think but they are that small percentage of them that are seriously bastard lo... when u ask them politely whether they want to donate some money, they just walked right past u like u dont even exist...at least say sorry no or something la...they are damm too much sia...this just reflects on how "kind" some singaporeans are lo...we started the cip at 10 and ended at 1 pm then had lunch and went home...it might be boring during the process lo but the satisfaction u get is quite a lot lo...u get to help the handicaps and that makes me damm happy... its good to help those weaker ppl once in a while...during the whole cip project, got quite a few ppl who are damm good... got this guy automatic come donate money lo...that is like so rare...the others all must ask one.... and really pei fu the physically disabled people lo...they were there helping in selling flag also lo...they are very strong...they can laugh and chat very happily despite being disabled...maybe if i found out one day that i cannot walk... i duno how despressed i will get lo...but if i pull myself up...i will try see can play handicap hockey or not then if can, i will introduce it to the others but i'm wondering how to playing hockey(both hand holding stick) and move around at the same time...maybe need to invent a new type of wheel chair...that lists to commands...haha and my father bought me this 1gb mp3 player...not bad sia...the size of the mp3 is damm small...very small...super small sia... looks cute too...easy to keep but easy to lose...tmr is mother's day...i wish all mothers a happy mother's day...

another post.

2006-05-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

just found out something very interesting...for today's swimming carnival, it was sunny at the start...then when the guest of honor came, it started raining...after 1 hour of intense lightning, the guest of honor left and guess wat, after he left, the rain stopped...hahahahaha...jack....this is such irony...lolololol...and ah ya, martin's table's metal legs came off, after fang tong arm wrestled on it... haha another table destroyed...

mixture of pleasant and unpleasant

2006-05-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

Today had to go to sch as normal.during morning assembly, they have this lame joke competition finals, where the 4 finalist have to go up to the podium to share with the sch their lame jokes and by how loud the cheers are from the ppl, the winner is determine. First up was jia hao, this first one was rather ok, the second one is lamer...its: let me tell u a secret, i know where the headmaster stays... he stays beside his neighbour..." then the second guy came up, dunno wat his name la...his joke all yong jian though for him one and all i know liao so not funny...then got this third guy from sec 1 or 2 and another guy from sec 3... the last guy won but this jokes all i dun understand and all not funny one lo.. and he looks kinda retarded...not lame try be lame...later really lame(leg) ah...feel that the event was kinda boliao but it relieve the students of some stress so ok la... then after morning assembly got maths period...damm sianz lo...continue with teaching sia...learn dunno wat new cheemology stuff...damm sianz lo... dun the stupid caroline came in and thought it was her period lo...this week is which week also dunno...damm blur...talk about caroline i damm pissed...she gave me 2 zeros for the english portfolio lo...everyone who used stories or articles from the past two years all got zero...this is ridiculous lo... she never say cannot use at the start and then now give us zero...and somemore the story i used although from a book of short stories though in the past 2 years but from that book only a few stories thought lo and the one i chose not even thought b4...wat ridiculous decision was that lo...unreasonable...and she damm freaking strict...she failed me in 2 compre, 1 oral, got low for another oral lo gonna screw up english liao now still give me zero for portfolio for some stupid reason of us...i'm gonna get that marks back man...then after maths got bio...that one i really in the spirit to kill liao lo...got 38/60... screw up bio gpa liao lo...back and tell us all the rubbish y some get so low...all his freaking fault la...damm him...now let me introduce our bio teacher..MR DAVID COURT...he is such a great teacher...he never teach in class at all...he doesn't go through the worksheets with us, not even giving us the correct answer...the wasted countless of period doing nothing...he haven finish marking an assignment which other teachers gave back long ago...he has super short term memory...he promise us the notes and i cant even smell its existence...he did not told us there was an graded assignment on that day and just gave it to us...he did not book the lab and said he did, making us waste time making a trip there and then we bring us to the library to waste more time instead of going back to the classroom to teach...he promissed some ppl ice cream and probably did not give them any...he did not help us revise b4 ct...and one of the most ridiculous thingy is that he came into the class one period b4 the bio ct paper with a piece of paper...i was so happy that it might be some notes but in the end, it was just a list of pages for a book that we did not have...wow...he expect us to last minute waste time go and find the book and then read?mad man...ridiculously idiot...and he stuff that he told us to read on did not come out and things that he said no need to read came out...HE ROCK MAN..i cant believe he thought in ri for 15 years and jef lee said he was a good teacher...haha wat a joke...after bio is chinese...ca quite ok la...got 72.9 or 72.4...cannot remember...then zuan ti zuo ye got 80/100...not bad considering it a last minute work... after that is ss..got 26/30 for the last project...should be able to get a+ for ca, hope i dun screw up ct... my maths hopeless liao lo...was hopeing to get 4..now cannot...my gpa die sia...after that was assembly...can be said to boring but also can be considered quite interesting...first a fatty came to talk then a black...mr magandran(got howeva his name is spelt)...he told a interesting story at the start...let me type it out... there was this boat that was sinking and there were 6 survival from different nationalities.. they got on a float. there was a french, a american, a chinese, a indian, a jemacan, and lastly a singaporean.. it started raining and there was thunder storm and also many sharks around. the float was geting unable to support the weight of the 6 people and water started to flow in.. the american said... i'm honour to be a american, america is the best... long life america(actually he said something mroe la but i forgot liao) and he jumped into the sea..but the float was still unable to support the 5 people... never was the french... "you think american the best? i can do it too! Long life french!" and he jumped too... then was the indian... "i the indian of india is very proud of my country..LONG LIFE INDIA and he jumped too." lastly it was the chinese " bla bla bla...LONG LIFE MAO DING DONG" and he jumped...now there was only left the jemacan and the singaporean...the jemacan said to the singaporean, " i cannot jump, my wife will be very upset." the singaporean smile at him and then he pushed him off and shouted" MAJULAH SINGAPURA"...the end...might not sound funny la but when he told us damm funny ... then he take about dunno wat rafflesians missing soul...ahhh dun care la... the last part i was like sleeping liao lo... the ended after that but we got interhouse carnival..i'm suppose to organise it lo...and it bad thing is it is suppose to end at 4.30 which is like damm early lo... went to get the sticks but the teacher dun wan to give at first...damm them la...say wat so late then take must come the day b4...the day b4 come take liao put wer? dun wan lend say dun wan la...give so many excuse... lazy to help say so la...pe teacher somemroe...after much waiting, manage to get 10 sticks...then somemore after that is buckley vs bayley...i haven touch the ball at all yet lo so that match play like shit and lost 0-2...sianz...i cant even pull right lo...lousy freak...then next match for buckley is against hullet...also lost 0-2...i thought gonna lose 0-5 but lucky dun have... it started raining halfway through then after that match must stop and the competition postponed to next tuesday... sianz... played a bit mroe then went home... then er...nothing much...now blogging...at home always damm boring one la...sianzzzzz....SOMEONE CHAT WITH ME....but nothing to chat bout...sianzz

blogging

2006-05-10T09:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday night something wrong with blogspot so cannot post...read forest of kavan yesterday, very interesting and nice, maybe u guys also should try when nothing to do...the best part is love between harry and hermione, damm touching...then was once again forced to cut hair, the end product not as bad as i thought la...quite ok but i was never happy with my hair anyway...had a wonderful convo...so happy...haha... then after that ...SLEEP!!!

day after ct

2006-05-09T16:18:00.000+08:00

yoho, today all the sec 3s had to go through this DISC personalities profiling thing. there are 4 types of people in the world, D, I, C and S. found out to be S/C with my main personalities under S. below is what s is:

S-stable, steady
General Characteristics
Good listener, team player
Possessive
Steady; predictable
understanding, friendly
Value to team
Reliable and dependable
Loyal team worker
Compliant towards authority
Good listener;Patient and empathetic
Good at reconciling conflicts
Possible weakness
Resists change and takes a long time to adjust to change
holds a grudge; sensitive to criticism
difficulty establishing priorities
Greatest Fear
loss of security

Some are true but not all true lo..i dont hold grudges, unless it is something damm serious like it concerns a life or something. and i believe my greatest fear is rejection lo which is under I(influencing and inspiring). S has a passive style and more people oriented not result oriented. Some more one s:

My personal behavior is:
-conservative -loyal
-cooperative -relaxed
-resistent to change -reflective
-systematic -passive
-patient -possessive
-predictable -consistent
-steady -deliberate

I dont agree with possessive lo... unless is gf la...if not wer got possessive, i'm always sharing stuff lo...share until lost or always next get back one. haha s/c type is a peacemaker like mother therasa...haha...maybe i grow up and be father guanasa... anyone else not in ri did the profiling? wat u all get?

After the profiling, we had this interclass waterpolo competition...its damm stupid and waste of time lo...many classes including mine only played one game throughout the whole competition. and we lost 1-5, the other teams got like how many swimmers and waterpolo team players? mad one lo...can never win la...but 5-1 is not bad liao, others lost 1-11...damm never bring towel then damm wet... make until uniform also damm wet and no soap and as u know it isn't such a good idea to dip in a pool with so much chlorine for so long and then dun waste it way...now headache sia...ahhh i go bathe liao. cya

Exams over!!!

2006-05-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

Great, my last paper is over...break time...i pity rgs gals man...heard that their exams spread throughout 3 weeks... thats damm evil, the sch dun give them break for them =( every sch is one week test finish all and rgs is so special...and somemore normally they already got a lot of assignments and project lo.. i think more than us... education system is so cruel...lets wish them gd luck and JIA YOU!!!
wat a result from the election... only two opposition got in...a pity ajunied did not win... nvm it was a nice try by them...lol pm lee's region only won by 66% to 33% and he was happy? lol i find that rather interesting...haha...and if u did not notice, the opposition team had a guy of age 24 and a gal with age of 26, pm lee is like 2 times their age them...i was expecting them to win like 80% of the votes lo...and ajunied won by 10% and they also happy...so funny...and i like one thing that ex-pm mr goh said after he did not manage to help the 2 region win back the area from the opposition. he said that he shows that the citizens are very loyal and their decision will not be sway by just money. i admire the citizens' loyalty...high five for them.. i found this new website www.mrbrown.com go have a look man... rather interesting..listen to the podcast.
not much for today, maybe i will make another post later...go read book now...

YAHOO!!!

2006-05-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

workers party won for the hougang region...smart citizens....haha jack....pap, your money fail to attract them...smart citizens...i hope the others all also smart...WAHAHA forth post

haha

2006-05-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

haha third post in a day...blog madness...just feel like criticising the elections... i still think singapore is an authoritarian government.... if you are watching the elections result now, no need to watch la... PAP confirm win one... they got money, and the majority of them in the government...opposition no fight one...do you know that pap candidates are getting like i think 10 million dollars for the renovating works and upgrading works...they are using that for attracting the citizens...and i think that the opposition when elected will not be getting any money from the government...so would u elect a party with 10million or a party without anything?isn't that obvious? and the most ridiculous thing is that the citizens of the region where the opposition party leads will still be paying same amt of taxes to the government as those in the pap leaders' region and yet they do not get the money for all renovating and stuff.... ahhh this is like forcing the citizens to vote for them lo...wat democracy is this? ridiculously ridiculous.ahhh. TYRANNY OF MAJORITY...

sianz

2006-05-06T17:57:00.000+08:00

sigh, wat a mood at home, barely a conversation with anybody...spend the whole morning in front of the computer then my father not happy...come on lo...monday then the test, today night and tomorrow still can study, cant we even take a break?people always say childhood is the happiest time of our live but guess wat, the government, the education system, the school and parents are forcing us to study, study and study...i dun mind reading stories but mugging is so damm boring...they are taking away our supposed to be happy childhood and deprived us of a happy memory in life... wats the point of life if u live in a total unhappiness but with great achievement...its only about 80 years that one live and u spend half of it in stress and pressurizing environment?u dont live for others man, u live for yourself...i dun find a point in living if all that is going to be in your life for 80 years would be stress, rushing, studying and not a bit of happiness, and u would be leaving the world with worries and sadness? our job as student is to study but cant u all just try to know wat we like and not force us too much? dun u know that all these will cause depression and finally suicide? cool huh? making a movie of u jumping down 20 storeys...ahhh...was reading reader digest just now and thought that this lady called Ayaan Hirsi Ali mentioned in a article was a person that deserved everybody's outmost respect. she is like another mother theresa but the helper she helped not so wide range... oppressed women. She risks her life to fight for these women. these women damm poor thing leh...they are like slave...if they go out without their father or brother, they could be taken to their home country to be shot dead and they were forced into marriage with ppl who's raping them every night...see...the ugly side of mankind or MEN!...haha man critising men...lol...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...so sianz...i go mug history liao

Democratic election

2006-05-06T10:21:00.000+08:00

damm slept at 2+ am and had to wake at 8.30 on a saturday...cant they be more understanding and allow me to sleep later...Authoritarianism in singapore?maybe...singapore has been trying to be more democratic which requires the large citizen participation and the recent election would be a good event which allowed the citizens to take part in the building of the country by choosing their leaders. this is a few-years-once event and only now then do they get to participate... in our daily lives, how many people actually cared about whats going on in the country... they only become slightly interested when it concerns them. the bochap attitude we all have is preventing singapore from being democratic. the candidates are indeed holding rallies to gain the support of the citizens but how many get to discussed about key issues in nation building?both parties mentioned that they will give free renovation for the houses if elected...Using money to attract the people? obviously PAP will win. rich does not = ability.. if all voters were to choose leaders by decided who have the money to give them free renovation, singapore is in deep trouble... leading the country is more than giving free renovation...Candidates do not get to the key issues but kept talking about irrelevent issues for example the Gomoz case...ahhh politics is screwed up...i'm like writing a essay here...lol...just that the articles on election on the new paper caught my attention... most people dunno what the hell the candidates and talking about at rallies and many dun give a damn...singapore become a top class democratic country? wait long long la...look at switzerland...ahh maybe i post later.life is sianz and boring...

Pathetic mankind

2006-05-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

Screwed up my maths paper very badly, got like 15 to 20 marks deduded. that will pull my gpa down to 3.6 and maths was my only hope for 4...sigh, depressed. reading forever knight.. imaging having so great sex that u can burn the place down with heat of passion? i admire hermione and harry. wat is love? does true and legendary love still exist in life today? all gals are wanting to be tai tai. all going for looks and materialistic aspect only. it that all to love? sigh pathetic mankind with their greed and evil nature. A handphone totally destroyed my mood. A phone???Does anyone know that there are radiactive substances in the phone?My sister went to dismentle the phone as in removing the screws and everything and got a severe scolding from my father. ok, fine not just scolding, it involves some hitting, beating, cursing maybe even punching and kicking but it started with just scolding and a few beatings. He was like screaming:" Why didn't you tell me that your phone was spoilt?" she replied that she was scared that he would scold...oh dear...that trigger the nuclear bomb.there came the more severe part. mt everest erupted...she was crying like theres no tmr and he bombarding sound waves of high frequency at her.you know when 2 countries come into war, a third party will alway appear to help the weaker one. thats when my mother came in, now even worse, world war 3 started. shouting here and there, one calling another unreasonable while he tries to scold. oh dear..some more pushing and some self-inflicted damage...i couldn't stand it, i was in my room shaking with feelings mixed of anger, sadness and hopelessness and depression. ok fine, can be expressed simply as fuked up to the maximum degree.i think at that time, i would soon reach a point when i would kill everyone and suicide myself. CANT BE A FUKING DAY OF PEACE!!! THIS IS FUKING DESPRESSING...DO ALL ADULTS ONLY KNOW HOW THE FUK TO SCOLD AND BEAT? dont they know that their fuking way of teaching is so fuking useless. you think force is solution to everything? you are angry that your child do not tell you something for fear of being scolded.. thats very natural, your babaric way of teaching in my past experience have already instil fear within them. Canes, beatings etc...do you think all these still work? it will only turn them more rebellion... how many parents in the world really understand their children? very few...many just forces them to do wat they think is right for them but these things are not neccessarily gd for them. have u parents stop to think about whether they like it or not?Have u put yourself in their shoes and think for them? i know we children dun put ourselves in your shoes and i feel very bad bout that...the government should seriously do some things to bond the families instead of renovating some newly built building which dun require it at all. Oh yes, election day tmr...hmm i cannot voting... talked with syikin till 12.48...quite interesting talk on screwing up the life... then yvonne forgot who i am...sigh i still find life sad...mankinds are pathetic creatures...all having self-centred mindset...ahhh gd night.